[m] House call

He enjoyed watching Míngzé’s reactions this time, carefully placing soft kisses all over his skin, while both his hands did their work. He acted faster than last time, he had taken his time preparing Míngzé then, which wasn’t as much needed this time. Still he added another finger, making sure to keep moving, not giving Míngzé a moment to rest.

The hand that had been busy with the front, reached for the knob to turn off the water. However much the water might be nice, he couldn’t guarantee that things would go fine with Míngzé’s arms if the water kept coming. ”That should help.” Now Míngzé was fine to drop the shower head or do whatever he wanted with it.

He added another finger, knowing that it shouldn’t be long before things were ready. His own breathing was starting to get heavier as he leaned in and placed another kiss on Míngzé’s shoulder, keeping himself from placing another mark, he knew he really shouldn’t and if he could refrain from that he at least wouldn’t leave more blemishes on this perfect skin.

Even if he did prefer his own over the ones that woman had left. He would rather just heal them all up, but it took time for some of them. How much he wished for his affinity to have been stronger than this, then it would have been easily done. But that wasn’t the case. He focused back on Míngzé, kept his fingers moving as his free hand had found the front once more. He would make sure he was ready before doing this once again.

It was very much true that this was not how you were supposed to take a shower. They should have just gotten washed up and then headed out of the shower, but then it had gone wrong. The close proximity had made it hard to not feel anything when seeing someone else naked and his own touches mustn’t have been easy for Míngzé either.

He didn’t take time to see where the shower head ended up, instead he focused back on Míngzé. As Míngzé turned his head to tell him to do it, he leaned forward placing a kiss on those lips as he removed his fingers. He wasn’t planning to give Míngzé any time to recover this time, so the fingers were quickly replaced by something bigger.

He pushed inside, this time it was a little easier than last time, but he was still careful to not start moving too quickly. He needed to make sure that Míngzé would be able to keep standing too after all. Both his hands found their way to Míngzé’s hips, where they gripped tightly to get some support.

His eyes were half-lidded as he watched Míngzé react, that perfectly unblemished back still tempting him. He really shouldn’t do that, but it has become harder and harder to control himself now. His breathing became more laboured as he started moving.

He kept a firm grip on Míngzé’s hips, making sure that he would be able to keep standing. It would be a bit awkward if this failed because of that. He watched Míngzé closely, making sure to adjust where necessary. Míngzé was now leaning against the wall with both his hands and his forehead, he could feel the man trembling beneath his touches.

He wanted to make sure that if Míngzé’s legs gave out that he would be able to keep him upright or at least slowly guide him to the ground, so he kept his hands where they were, not moving them away from his hips. With each movement he leaned forward, trailing kisses along Míngzé’s back, but refraining himself from breaking the skin.

How much he wanted to do that, but it would be on a part that had not been injured, could he really rationalise that? But his control was slipping as he started moving more fervently. The next time he placed a kiss, he lightly grazed the skin with his teeth, but made sure not to break it. He was still able to manage for now.

It was taking a lot of effort, but he was keeping himself from leaving a mark, Míngzé’s actions and words were definitely not helping him. But he had told himself that he wouldn’t do this, not until he lost it completely and if Míngzé begged for it that might just happen.

But clearly Míngzé was still stubborn, so he kept going as he left a trail of kisses on his back once in a while lightly using his teeth, but nothing like it had been. ”How long do you think you can keep this up?” He asked Míngzé, smiling slightly against his skin. How he wished to mark the skin here, but instead he had to do it by teasing him for now.

He started to pick up the pace, making sure to drive Míngzé closer to the edge. He was definitely planning on not making it easy on him. Even if he started to get a bit rougher with his pace, his touches besides that stayed in control, mostly teasing Míngzé, wondering how far he could push the man before he would lose his patience.

If this was going to be the last time, then he wanted to enjoy this as much as he could, he doubted Míngzé would want to have anything to do with him again once he realised how not okay this all had been. But that was not something he should be thinking about right now. Instead he focused his attention on Míngzé, pleasing more kisses near the base of his neck and his shoulder blades. It couldn’t be much longer now, right?

It might not be fair to tease Míngzé like this, but it was all he could do to keep a little bit of control and he kind of liked the way Míngzé responded in turn. Each noise lighting a spark inside of him that drove him to continue.

His name on Míngzé's lips was one that send a shiver down his spine. It made him almost slip up and bite down anyway, but he managed to keep himself back for now, he did pick up the pace though. He made sure to keep Míngzé upright, that if his legs were give out, he would be able to catch him. He wrapped one arm around his waist to make sure of this, the other still holding onto his hip.

He himself was close too and clearly out of breath as he kept picking up the pace, driving himself and Míngzé closer and closer to the edge, while he kept placing kisses all over his skin.

It was that one word that made him lose it though, the ‘please’ that so clearly told him what Míngzé wanted. ”Míngzé,” The name rolled easily off his tongue as he pushed hard, his teeth sinking into the skin between the neck and shoulder and with it came his own release. His whole body tensed as he kept a firm grip on Míngzé and started to relax once the release was there.

He had told himself not to do this, to keep himself from leaving a mark once again. But it was there clearly visible to him, the proof that he hadn't been able to restrain himself in the end. At first it didn't do a lot to him, he was still feeling that high and revelled in how Míngzé came undone.

It was all that was keeping the doubts away, but he knew it wouldn't be long before they returned. He smiled when Míngzé told him that it wasn't the worst shower he ever had, but that he wasn't quite clean. That was very much true. ”It was a good shower.” He agreed. ”Though we might want to get you cleaned up now.” Anything to focus on instead of what was brewing in the back of his mind.

”Can you still stand?” He still had an arm wrapped around Míngzé in case he would collapse once he let go. Why had he even done this, and twice at that, to someone who had been through quite a lot today. Once again he was reminded of the fact that this had not been okay.

”Or do you want to finish alone? Might be better.” That way nothing more could happen, though he definitely needed a shower himself too. And then he would need to find his clothes, try and clean the apartment as best he could, anything to keep him busy really. It wouldn’t surprise him if Míngzé wanted to sleep, though he had to admit that he was a little hungry by now too after all that they had done, so they would need to think about that too.