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Lamar Sault
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He knew Míngzé couldn’t see the look in his eyes, but if he had then the fact that he had meant those words was written all over them. But Míngzé's words said enough, he wanted to see action and not hear those words. He better not regret them then.

He felt how his own underwear slid down his legs, Míngzé's hands trailed over his thighs. A small gasp escaped him before he initiated another kiss, starting on the mouth and then trailing down, while his hand did the same.

His fingers trailed down till they found the entrance there, he stopped only for a moment to apply what was needed, making sure his finger would slip in more easily. He only teased for a moment before he slid a finger inside slowly till it had completely entered. He watched Míngzé's reactions, making sure the man was okay with this, because if not he would stop immediately.

He didn't move his finger for now though, first letting Míngzé adjust while he sat back so that his other hand could keep the man busy. He wasn't going to rush this, not even if Míngzé wanted him to.
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Lips found his mouth once more, but did not linger, their touch moving down. A soft moan escaped, everything sent shivers down his spine. It was all so very overwhelming, but in a good way. His wish was to lose himself, feel every touch, every sensation and let it take over completely.

He gasped silently as his body tensed light when Lamar’s fingers moved even lower. The way Lamar acted helped him relax into the touch. He surrendered completely to the way Lamar took care of him, his calm and gentle approach, thoughtful of his well being.

Míngzé's body responded instinctively, his body arching into the touch, his breathing steadying as he grew familiar with it all. His fingers dug into Lamar's skin, pulling him closer. No, he needed him closer. “Don’t stop,” he said to the best of his capabilities, his voice hoarse.


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He wasn't planning on stopping, but he wanted to make sure that Míngzé was ready, that he wouldn't hurt him more than had already been done. He started moving his finger, first one, to make sure that Míngzé was getting used to it, before adding another. He was carefully preparing him, meanwhile trying to keep Míngzé’s focus on his front too while he used his other hand there.

He got pulled closer once more, Míngzé’s fingers digging into his back, he wouldn't be surprised if they left marks there and he didn't even mind. Instead he kissed him, biting his lower lip before deepening the kiss as he kept moving his fingers.

He added one more, watching Míngzé carefully to make sure that he was still fine. When he was sure of this he lowered his head, burying it in Míngzé’s neck where he softly bit down as he kept moving his fingers. He wasn't stopping, just making sure that he was ready for what was to come after all this.
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A deep kiss found its way back to his lips when he pulled the man in closer. The bite only caused him to want more. Gods, had he lost control over everything.

His body responded eagerly to each and every touch. Sounds rolling over his lips no matter how he tried to stay silent. His hips moving in union with the move’s made by Lamar’s hands. Whatever slight discomfort there was did not linger long enough to truly matter.

Teeth softly punctured his skin and Míngzé tilted his head to the side for easier access. In the moment he did not care what marks might be left. All of them would be better than the deep ones decorating his arms already. These at least carried with them good memories so he would welcome them with open arms.

For now he trusted Lamar completely to lead him through it. He anticipated the moment, wanting the other to feel all these wonders too, to enjoy himself to the fullest, it is what he deserved.


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Just seeing the mark he left made him want to leave more, but he would try to contain himself, for now. He enjoyed watching Míngzé his reaction as he slowly worked at loosening him up.

Meanwhile he left a few more kisses down his neck, especially since Míngzé was giving him easy access. He couldn't help but bite down once more, just barely breaking skin. He would give Míngzé enough reminders that he wouldn't need to think of those other wounds, at least not for now.

He knew it was time when his fingers could move easily, knowing that he had prepared him well enough. He withdrew his fingers slowly, making sure he himself was ready before he kissed Míngzé once more. ”Ready?” This was his final chance to back out if he wanted to and yes, it would be hard for him to stop now, but he would do it if that was what Míngzé wanted.
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These new marks that decorated his skin brought forth a weird combination of slight pain filled with pleasure. His breath hitch as the man placed another one, a sharp contrast against his pale skin. Míngzé leaned into the touch some more. Lamar’s tender assault on his body drove him crazy.

Nothing was left from those memories from earlier. It was as if nothing had ever happened.

At the withdrawal of his fingers he took a moment to take a deep shuddering breath. He became more aware of every part of Lamar towering above him and it made him so extremely weak. The kiss Míngzé gave him spoke about his desire and lust in that moment.

All that left his lips was a clear ‘hmhm’ accompanied by a nod. His voice would only betray him at this point. No matter how stupid this was, no matter how his body ached now and would even more so later, he would not be the one stopping this. Even if he wanted to, he couldn’t.

Míngzé spread his legs slightly, enough to grant Lamar easy access. His hands lay on the other’s thighs, his fingers brushing past his skin. “Make me yours,” he could hear himself whisper softly with anticipation. At least for today Míngzé was his and his alone.


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He gave Míngzé one final chance to back out, to tell him that he didn't want this. It might be the better thing to do here, but it became quite clear that Míngzé didn't want that as he nodded and gave a confirmation. There was no going back anymore then, this was going to happen.

He watched as Míngzé spread his legs slightly, making room to make it easier for him. One of his hands found a place at Míngzé's tigh, while the other helped to guide him so he could position himself.

The moment he heard those words, Míngzé telling him to make him his he smiled and slowly pushed forward, inching deeper and deeper inside, making sure that Míngzé would have the time to adjust. He leaned forward, placing more kisses on his face, his neck, everywhere.

He wasn't going to tell Míngzé how beautiful he was, but he very much enjoyed the view of the man being under him. He wanted to make him his, make sure that others would know that too. That whoever had hurt him, had left those marks, would not be the first thing Míngzé would think about as someone would ask about the marks.

He knew some of the marks he had left behind would very much be visible without something covering his neck, but that was exactly what he wanted. He was now finally fully inside, fully connected with Míngzé. One hand came up to caress Míngzé's cheek as he paused here for a moment, giving Míngzé once more the time to adjust before he would start moving again.
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His hands found Lamar, helping him as his own breath hitched the moment it happened. Each time he made sure to move with him, match the pace the other was going for. He was completely and utterly at the mercy of someone else and it fueled him with pleasure and desire.

Never had he thought they would end up here, as close together as possible. Sounds Míngzé no longer was able to keep to himself rolled over his lips. His eyes squeezed shut as his head rolled back.

But Lamar never gave him time to catch his breath, it was almost unfair. The kisses made him hungry for them, for him. Míngzé wanted his taste on his lips but as he searched for those lips, Lamar had already moved down. How totally unfair. How maddening. How perfectly good. Each breath came in ragged gasps.

One hand found its way to Lamar’s long with locks, his fingers moving though it before he held him. His other was planted on Lamar’s butt and his fingers curled as he wanted to pull him even closer, which was no longer possible.

A small window where he could catch his breath came, but luckily not too long. Míngzé felt like he would not survive otherwise. His head leaned into the soft touch against his cheek and he cupped the hand in his own, bringing to his lips for a soft, lingering kiss. When Lamar started moving once more, it was even better than before. It felt right and he let himself be carried away by it as he easily followed the rhythm, letting Lamar guide him through it.


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As he was sure that Míngzé was ready he started to move slowly at first, moving in a steady rhythm. His own breathing became heavier as he picked up the pace.

He leaned forward kissing Míngzé on the lips hungrily. Now that they were connected his desire for the man was starting to take over. Where at first he had been careful to let Míngzé get used to it, now he was picking up the pace, not giving the man much room to breathe.

He made sure their bodies stayed close as he trailed kisses down his cheek, his neck, his chest, everywhere, leaving a trail or marks in its wake. A part of him wanted to make sure that people knew he was his, at least for tonight that is. Of course it would have been better if Míngzé himself could have seen, but he was quite sure the man was aware of what he had done to him.
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It was almost as if the man was everywhere all at once. Even when the fleeting touch of his lips or teeth was gone, he could still feel it linger. Míngzé’s whole being was being consumed by this man. Not one place was left untouched. In that moment he was sure he would give himself completely.

The need to be closer made him hook his legs around Lamar’s as his body arched more into him. Waves of pleasure were sent through him each time Lamar moved, leaving him breathless as he gasped for air.

Gone was the carefulness from before, making way for a rougher side he had not yet seen from the man. Oh and how he reveled in it. “Please,” the plea rolled over his lips in desperation. He pressed his forehead against the man’s shoulder as his hands were now placed on either side of Lamar’s shoulder blades, nails clawing in his skin at the rising pressure. Míngzé tilted his head back, bringing his mouth to Lamar’s ear. “Don’t— don’t hold back.” How difficult it was to utter even a single word.

If they kept this up, Míngzé was not sure how much longer he would be able to take it, until he would be pushed to the brink. His mind was spinning and his body felt like it was on fire. This dance driven by passion and desire they were having would be one he would feel later, once they were done.


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The plea sent a pleasant shiver down his spine and he couldn’t suppress a smile as he kissed Míngzé once more. ”I won’t,” He promised, knowing that he meant those words. If it had been asked a while back, he wouldn’t have been able to say it, but the moment he lost his composure, he knew he wasn’t going to be able to hold back.

He didn’t let it slip easily, but somehow Míngzé had managed to unravel him, to find what was hidden beneath the surface, the part of him he kept mostly hidden even from himself most of the time. And here he was laying it all bare here in front of Míngzé.

He knew he was getting close, that he wouldn’t last much longer and he was quite sure that it was the same for Míngzé. He leaned forward, his breath whispering against Míngzé’s ear. ”Show me how you come undone.” And that it would be because of him and no one else.

He had promised to make sure that Míngzé wouldn’t be able to think about anything else and so he did. His breathing was heavy as he watched Míngzé closely, making sure to take in the very sight before him so that he wouldn’t be able to forget it either.
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Another kiss and his body moved up a bit as he tried to follow those lips. His hand slipped into the other’s hair, holding him tightly. “Good,” he breathed against those lips, going in for a kiss but not able to hold it for long.

His back arched, and he tilted his head all the way back as Lamar made him gasp for air. A jolt went through him uncontrollably. Míngzé’s pushed himself into him even more.

“Fuck.”

Last time he’d taken the lead, toyed with Lamar, and made him feel good. It had been pleasurable too, but nothing compared to this. The other had all the control, and he would let him do anything. To be at his mercy was absolute fucking bliss.

The tension was getting too much to bear, the sensation too overwhelming. Míngzé’s body had become a mess of impulses over which he had zero control. Each touch sent sparks through him, amplified by the way Lamar moved.

Lamar's warm breath was nearly enough to push him over the edge completely, but Míngzé held back with the last of his restraint. It was the voice that followed, vibrating through his whole being, that was the final straw.

Wave upon wave of intense pleasure washed over him the moment he let go, his whole body trembling as it happened. His fingers dug even deeper into the other's back, needing him throughout. How he wanted to hold the man tightly, having him absorb every sound as he could no longer take it.

He was blessed with the bed under him as he was not sure if he could carry his own weight at the moment. Exhaustion washed over him as he was completely spent. But he did not let go of Lamar; he would make sure the other would not be left behind. With what little strength he had, he brought his lips to the other’s ear, kissing the delicate spot below before softly sucking on his earlobe. He would not let go of him until he felt Lamar give in too.


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He could feel the tension building inside him as he moved in rhythm with Míngzé, meeting him in every single way. He was close and so was Míngzé, so he told the man to show him how he came undone and that seemed to push Míngzé over the edge.

Fingers dug deep into his back, but he barely registered any pain. Only the heat that was pooling in his abdomen and threatening to spill over was what had his attention, along with Míngzé. It was clear that Míngzé intended to push him too, the kiss near his ear, along with the sucking on his earlobe was what sent a shiver through him and finally he could no longer hold back either.

He tensed once more before finally releasing all the tension that had been building up to this point. He leaned heavily forward, a groan escaping him, sending a shiver through his whole body as finally he let go too, just like Míngzé had done so before.

He honestly didn’t want to move for the moment, his whole body felt heavy, but very satisfied. He just didn’t want to crush Míngzé though, so he did an attempt to untangle himself from the man, so that he could lay down beside him.
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Míngzé lowered himself down completely the moment Lamar found his own release. He relaxed completely into it, his hands stroking the man’s muscular back. A smile broke through on his lips.

Gradually his breathing slowed down ever so slowly, but his body still felt numb from it all. Yet, at the same time he felt extremely satisfied. Míngzé felt each and every feeling more greatly than ever before, only now he felt so good, no matter how slowly he became more aware of his aching body.

It didn't matter. All of it was worth it and more.

Under his touch he felt Lamar’s muscles starting to move again, but Míngzé tightened his grip ever so slightly. “Please,” he pleaded hoarsely, his voice completely spent by now. “Not yet.” His heavy eyelids fell close as his arms moved further over Lamar, holding him in a soft embrace.

Míngzé needed this to stay a little while longer. It was too soon for Lamar to let him go and move away. He was not ready for the coldness that would take his place the moment he would move off him. Right now, it was almost as if a safety blanket was wrapped all over him.

Or was it wrong of him to hold him here? What if he wanted space now that it was done? He loosened his grip again, not wanting Lamar to feel trapped. His mind was wavering once more, ready to drift off, but he would not let it. Was it selfish of him to want to hold on to this intimacy?

Perhaps it was. Perhaps this was it and the other simply wanted to leave. If so, he would cherish this moment for as long as possible.


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He should have expected the reaction he got, especially after everything that had happened up to this point. The fact that Míngzé didn’t want to let him go right now told him more than enough and it sent a small flicker of guilt through his gut. Now that he was slowly getting down from the high he started to understand what he had actually done and he wondered if he should never have done it in the first place.

Míngzé had been vulnerable and here he had taken that moment to do this. He did his best to push the guilt down for now though. He hadn’t been planning on leaving, just shifting so that both of them would be more comfortable than if he were to rest his full body on Míngzé. ”I just wanted to lie down beside you.” He reassured Míngzé as he carefully still moved so that he could lie beside the other.

He did keep the man in his arms though, making sure to not let go completely, since that was clearly not what Míngzé wanted. Once he was settled, he pulled the man closer to him, making sure to keep his arms wrapped around Míngzé. He wasn’t going to let go if that wasn’t what Míngzé wanted yet.

He knew that Míngzé had been very clear in what he needed and that was to forget about what had happened. He hadn’t intended to do this at first, not while he was wounded, but as Míngzé had kept insisting he hadn’t been able to keep refusing him. It wasn’t like he didn’t want this after all, but it might have been better if the first time between them had been different. Not that he could change that anymore now.

He softly stroked Míngzé’s hair with one hand as he placed a kiss on his forehead. He knew they could stay like this for now, that neither would need to move, till they could no longer afford to do so.
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How was it that the moment Lamar moved, only to lay next to him, that he was instantly hit with a sense of uncertainty. Míngzé forced himself not to act upon it, no matter the urge to stop the other from moving. It helped that everything felt too heavy anyway.

He really should not be keeping him here. Míngzé swallowed a small lump when the other removed himself and lay down next to him as he said.

How had he fucked up this badly?

Arms were quickly wrapped around him, providing some much needed warmth. Míngzé could only lean into it as he lay his head down on Lamar’s chest.

There was nothing he had in his possession that could turn back time. What was done, was done, might as well enjoy it for a little while longer.

Míngzé took a deep breath, pushing away all those thoughts for later. Or, maybe never.

The rising and falling of his chest was still slightly too fast and deep, but was slowly stabilizing. Already he could feel he was going to feel this and for more than one reason. Yeah, some of the wounds might need a look at again, but it was more than that. This, all of it, had been a while and to immediately go at it like this might not have been the right decision.

But it was what he’d needed and he preferred the soreness of his body over the pain he felt before.

Míngzé let his heavy eyelids fall down when he felt the soft touches through his hair and the kiss. A satisfied sigh rolled from his lips.

One hand moved to a sore spot on his neck. “You bit me,” he said in a low voice, a soft smile dancing on his lips. If he concentrated on the marks, he could feel them. That had been a wholly new experience, one he’d never thought he’d like this much.

He had told Lamar to make him his. Seems like he succeeded.


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How he wished he was still in the high, not realising what he had just done, but he was coming down from it and with it the guilt came. He knew that Míngzé had been vulnerable after being attacked, that he was most likely desperate to feel anything but what had happened and here he had sort of taken advantage of that and he knew it wasn’t okay.

With Míngzé’s head on his chest, he stroked his hair softly, wondering what he was thinking. He knew his own expression must be a complicated one, but it wasn’t like Míngzé could see it, maybe it was better. Then he wouldn’t notice the guilt that was simmering inside him, telling him that he shouldn’t have done this.

He should have been the rational one, but he had let himself be led on. Not that he regretted the act itself, just the fact that Míngzé had been vulnerable and might not have even wanted to do this if he hadn’t been in that position.

It was Míngzé’s words that brought him out of his thoughts and his eyes travelled down to see that Míngzé had a hand to one of the spots where he had definitely bitten him. ”Yes, sorry about that if you didn’t like it.” He offered half an apology, hoping that if Míngzé had really not liked it he would have said so after the first one.

There was a smile dancing on Míngzé’s lips though, so he hoped that the worry was indeed misplaced. ”Do you-” regret this? But he never finished the question, a part of him not wanting to know the answer to it. ”Nevermind.” He told him, hoping Míngzé would leave it at that.
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With every unwanted thought locked behind closed doors, Míngzé could enjoy the moment. Under his touch the bite stung a little, so he removed his hand again. An apology sounded from Lamar, which only resulted in a chuckle from Míngzé.

“I liked it,” he reassured the other calmly. The memories flooded back into his mind and he hummed softly. It was new. It was unexpected. It was thrilling. And he never expected to like it before today, but— “A lot,” he added before his lips lazily planted a kiss on Lamar’s chest. He lacked the strength for anything else.

Míngzé stayed quiet for a few seconds, giving Lamar the time to finish the sentence, only to dismiss it. He lifted a questioning eyebrow, wondering what he had wanted to ask. A whole arsenal of possibilities fleeted through his mind, but he ignored most of them. “Do I—” he let the word linger on his tongue for a while, drawing out the sound. “—wanna take a shower?” It sounded like a logical question that was not too heavy. He really did not want to have to think too much anymore.

“Soon,” Míngzé mused softly. He lay his hand on Lamar’s stomach before drawing all kinds of figures using only one finger. “I don’t know about you, but I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck. A very good one, I must say,” he joked with a lazy smile as his hand did not stop moving.


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He half expected Míngzé would say that he didn’t like it anyway, despite the smile that was playing on his lips. But once the words were there, he wanted to believe them, wanted to believe that Míngzé had liked it, that this wouldn’t be the first and last time for this. Because he didn’t want it to be the last time.

He tried to ask whether Míngzé regretted doing this, but stopped himself before he could ask it, a part of him didn’t want to know the answer, though letting it hang in the air like that might not be smart either. He watched Míngzé carefully as he must be trying to figure out what he wanted to ask, but what he came up with in the end made him chuckle.

”We really should take one.” He agreed, but he didn’t want to move yet and it didn’t seem like Míngzé wanted to do so either. ”Are you comparing me to a truck now?” The amusement was clear in his voice as he asked this. He knew full well what Míngzé meant, because he felt tired too.

”We can keep like this a bit longer,” He offered in the end, knowing that he wanted to get into the shower before too long. After that he would still need to clean the apartment, he wasn’t going to let Míngzé do that. It reminded him of the fact that Míngzé would be here all alone the moment he would leave. ”Do you need me to stay the night?” He hadn’t asked it before, but he knew he was prepared to do so. And if he helped Míngzé through the night, then maybe this guilt would lessen just a little.
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HYPOCRITE OF DARKNESS
SHOWS ITS FACE, LIKE A NIGHTMARE, AGAIN, THIS REPETITIVE PATTERN


No matter what Lamar had wanted to ask him, a warm feeling ignited within him at the soft chuckle and the pleasant tone of the other. “Definitely,” he agreed. It was not that he felt very clean. Not at all. But it could wait a little while longer. “A very small one,” he continued with a chuckle.

At least Lamar agreed that they could stay in bed for now. “Just a few more minutes.” His breathing was almost back to normal and he hoped at least a bit of his strength returned once they made for the shower.

He felt himself doze off a little, before a voice pulled him back. Lamar’s question reached his ears, causing the smooth strokes of his hand to waver. His eyes opened once more.

Yes.

But that would be selfish, right? To ask him to stay because he was too much of a mess. All this time he’d loved spending time with Lamar because he was not involved in any of it. Now here they were, getting him involved.

Míngzé licked his dry lips before speaking. “I wouldn’t want to take up too much of your precious time.” He angled his head down, hoping to prevent Lamar from seeing his face. How there was a smile that never even came close to reaching his eyes. “It will be fine. Your patients probably need you more than I do.” His voice hitched ever so slightly and all he could hope for was that Lamar would think it was because of the act they’d performed.


Character sheet
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Nickname: Ming, Zé
Age: 26
Birthday: 13/2
Occupation: Unemployed
Sexuality: Bisexual
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